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People have been telling me I’m a strong person my whole life, but I’ve never seen it.  What makes for personal strength?  What is this illusive thing?

Most of the time I just wish I was dead.  Today, especially.  And yeah, I’ve heard the adage, “it’s just a bad DAY, not a bad LIFE,” but I can’t find the good in life anymore, and all the days are bad.

There’s a light somewhere, I know.  It’s not shining on me, but it must be shining for someone.  I wish they’d share, it’s always dark here.

I feel guilty, too, for having feelings.  Being concerned with MY feelings as though nobody else’s matter.  Other people have so little, I have so much.  Where do I get off being selfish?

I’m scared.