Some pictures I took last weekend in Austin! Enjoy!
It gets away quickly when you’re not paying attention, doesn’t it?
It’s been a dismal start to the year so far, but I have HIGH hopes for the rest of it…beginning tomorrow. Why? Because it’s Chinese New Year, signifying the beginning of the Year of the Horse. Guess what I am? Yep…..a Horse. 🙂
Not everything I’ve read has agreed that Horses tend to have a good year in the Year of the Horse, but more often than not they fare better than in many non-Horse years. Hopeful, right?
So far, I’ve managed to NOT keep ANY of my New Year’s resolutions. My excuse is that tomorrow actually signals MY “new year,” and so I will become accountable beginning then. Hey – that’s my story and I’m sticking to it.
How about you? New Year’s resolutions trashed or on track? How has the first month of 2014 treated you? What hopes do you have for the rest of the year?
You know what happy people do?
They sing in the rain. They smile in the face of adversity. They pick themselves up after a fall. They see the glass as half full, representing hope instead of the half emptiness of despair. They laugh. They make jokes during stressful moments. They pursue hobbies. They love.
I’m learning. Every single day. A new world awaits!
It’s taken me quite some time to get to this place in life, and I mostly like the person I am. Sure, I have my moments, things get me down sometimes. Who doesn’t? Life is like that, I guess. Hard work, sweat, tears, blood. It hasn’t been all bad, of course. But when things were down….they were REALLY down.
I had an epiphany about a week ago, and then I saw this pic on Facebook. It was like a flashbulb went off in my head. OMGosh….really?
All this time I felt guilty, like I was the one that was wrong, or that something was wrong with me. I thought if I only lost weight, didn’t express an opinion, agreed with everything, they’d love me, finally. But nothing I do, or say, or think can make the people who’ve been bullying me my whole life less poisonous. They are who they are because of their own past, the events and people that shaped them. It’s NOT my fault, and I’m NOT going to take the blame any longer.
I’m done apologizing for being me. I’m done letting the judgments hurt me or make me feel unworthy. I’m done worrying about what people think. From now on, I’m gonna do what I want to do, and to heck with the rest. It’s MY life, right? I wasn’t put here to make anyone but ME happy!
Like my mom always says, “I’m ok, it’s the REST of the world that’s wrong!” Amen, momma!
My mom and I are in Casey, Illinois to visit my dad and assorted other family members. Casey’s annual Popcorn Festival is this weekend, they had a GREAT classic car show! Here are some pics!